Booty calls are just that...no emotional involvement nor string attached. It makes you feel safe because it means that you do not feel the need to open up emotionally or go exclusive with a man.
We all have those experiences at one point or another. It is a part of the process for your healing journey. No judgement here. It is what it is. Enjoy it while you are able because, at some point, you will turn a new corner and feel the urge to enter in a boyfriend-girlfriend R. It seems at this time, you're just not there emotionally.
You are perfectly fine, GB!
Enough with naval gazing...we're too hung up on sexual stuff because of our stupid Puritan heritage.