Do you think the secret is, to finally letting go? I am having a hard time quitting hope. I keep trying to argue with myself that there is a valid point of view for his abuse. That maybe I should call him up and ask him to speak with me about it all. I know this is insane. Did you ever struggle with this at any point since first bomb?
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on
