Thanks V. After reading your replies before bed this morning I woke up feeling pretty good with a smile even though I only got 3 hours of sleep. I haven't had this feeling in a long while and I am going to build on it.
One foot in front of the other One step at a time. I can't change him or worry about "them". I can only do what is right for me and my children. One way or another I will be victorious.
That is what I tell myself constantly. That's my way of starting the change.
Me 44 H 46 3 DD 22, 18, 15 1 DS 2.5 M 10/1992 BD1 2/2014 BD 2 7/19/2014 Moved in with OW 7/20/2014