Thank you for your kind words. Being on this forum has been the best thing that has happened to me. A few months ago I wasn't that strong, but I took each day as it comes and no longer live for the past or the future.
Would it be expected of you to heal that soon if someone dear to you passed away? No. You have been married together for 15 years, so my guess is that it'll take time to grieve.
It's good to hear that your body is healing, and that emotionally you are getting stronger. Like I was told here, one little step at a time. I know it's hard to keep the faith, but I do believe that out there is someone watching over us and guiding us through this rough patch.
My dad always told me that without hard work you get nothing. We need to work hard on us to be a better us and have no regrets.
