And the other shoe dropped today, during her drive back from MD she wanted to talk about the R and aobut moving out...etc about to split the stuff. I knew that this week was just a fluke and I was hoping it wouldn't be. I almost confronted her about her runaway weekend but held back as it really wouldn't help anything and I still need to talk to a lawyer this week.
I'm so conflicted right now, I know with the information about he weekend I could most likely get a divorce ASAP if that is what I want. I just dont know what I want. I tried doing the goals from the DR and I wasn't able to get specific enough with my goals.
Everytime I think I'm detached enough I'm not as soon as my hope gets up you know?