LBS trying to get it right

[ATPeace]

Thank you for being harsh ....I actually do need this and a good kick up the backside will do me no harm

Ok I am a thinker ...I ponder things and then think how I can make things right

My job as a driving instructor is all about finding solutions to people's problems this is all I do all day

I do realise that I cannot fix her and that she has to do this I guess in the past when we nearly split I was able to ....talk her arround

I went down to Devon for a few days with the kids gave her some space and all she did was fill her day with plans out with mates for lunch and then clubbing in the evening

I have been out a couple of evenings with a friend but did end up talking to him about the situation ...not helpful

My W said that she would go out on a Saturday night and I could go out on the Sunday so so far ther has not been that much babysitting I am however doing a lot more with the kids and,I do enjoy the time spent ...I really enjoy it

I am putting her first because I believed that this would help ...would make a difference ....if i stop putting her first then will she not think we'll he does not want to make,things right ?

I thought that if I spent however doing all the things she wanted me to do during the M then she would think .....he has change...

I am scared that this really is over and I do not know WTF I am going to do....

Ok so tomorrow she wants to go and see her sisters she is taking my 3 Youngest children with her I was thinking on going up with her but feel that I should perhaps just let her go in her own ...my only reservation is duriing our M one of the W concern was I put others in front of H and that she might feel nothing has changed

It's going to be a long road ahead

Thanks for everything

Gary