Feeling a little withdrawal. I was feeling so detached. Dammmit. The interaction I've had in the past month is the most (hopeful) I've had in a long time.

Feels like the scab was ripped off. I keep seeing young men who remind me of Matt in high school. Kinda shaggy and tan.

I think if I was feeling a bit more settled in my new life, I wouldn't have let him under my skin again.

I'm glad I shut it down because he wasn't offering anything real and that always sets me up for more heartbreak. Just gotta feel these last remnants of grief.



Last edited by LoisB; 07/25/15 10:35 PM.
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