LBS trying to get it right

[PigPen]

But she knows whilst we are apart I will always be doing my best to make things right

Instead think about WHY you didn't bring her flowers before and fix THAT in YOU.

You HAVE (HAVE) to stop trying to fix things with HER. That. Just. Doesn't. Work.

That's an incredibly profound question Azzork. I'm going to ponder that too. Thank you.