Well dinner went very well. My H and I rode the hour trip together talked and laughed and it wasnt uncomfortable. He asked a few things about work and I had earlier sent him a message by accident thanking him for an awesome lunch.. well it was meant for someone else and I said oops sorry.. he kidded back and said get your guys straight.. I said id try.. this conversation came up again later that evening he was curious who i had lunch with... I said a coworker and he immediately assumed a guy.. I let him. Never told him the difference. Prior to yesterday I had gone dark no contact for 4 days .. he noticed how well I looked too as he made quite a few comments as well. As difficult as detaching is I think it just may be a good thing. It adds some mystery to me where ive been such an open book all these years. I will see him a bit today as we have a function to attend with our son. Lets see what today brings. Thanks for listening your help is appreciated.
Married 1991 D 32 GD 12 D 30 GD 3 S 29 M 58 S 57 1st bomb 2008 2nd bomb 4/2015 same person New bomb 09/24 I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.
