Thanks Vanilla I appreciate your input. I appreciate everybody's. This will probably sound bad but I have 1 more week til I see my doctor and get my meds. That helps tremendously.
I don't go out much due to my job and I live in a small town. I work in a jail so you can guess the type of people I run into or should say don't want to run into. And right now working nights sleep is some what of a "guilty pleasure"you could say. What little I do get.
I am going to print out the Sandy list as soon as I can so I can read over it. He is sorta talking to me so I keep going back to them reminding myself what to not say. I know I have to start all over again.
Me 44 H 46 3 DD 22, 18, 15 1 DS 2.5 M 10/1992 BD1 2/2014 BD 2 7/19/2014 Moved in with OW 7/20/2014