Little

This is not easy for you, I think you need some peace and some great adult GAL.

Reading, sewing etc are all solitary activities unless you join a club or group and I sense you are wrapped up in yourself because of it. I would love to read about coffee with a friend, bowling with a relative, shopping and getting some girlie giggles. A trip with the kids to see say Minions or Inside Out would count.

It seems like distraction I know that but if you persist just for a while, swimming club, mixing with mums at school, volunteering with a kids activity etc then some PMA will build. That may free some of the stickiness.

You are searching, asking great questions, so I sense you want movement.

Your WH is addicted to his A and he behaves in this awful way because he is. There is very little you can do to change him, only WH can do that. OW is a scuzzy to break up a family and be like this is truly unpleasant, these types of OW are pond scum, no worse than that and WH has traded down. His faithful W, the mother of his children and WH picks a scuzzy because that's what he does. There are various names, one poster calls her scuzzy the 'duck' , one of my WH scuzzies I called the Fishwife. It's what they do. You are worth 10 of these types.

This DB is for you Little, and for you to grow. Check Sandis guidelines, her 37 rules outlined in Cadets opening post to you. I had this printed and laminated and read and reread it.

Whatever the outcome of your M, you can stand for you. After one year of this, you are now amoung friends and Ralliced has had your back so far.

Hugs

V

Last edited by Vanilla; 07/25/15 02:19 AM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW