I want this to be a gift and goddamit it's going to be a gift. just because..........
And I am not going to be persuaded differently.
It's my choice this gift, I give it to myself along with time. If others don't want a gift I am sad for them. It's not a free gift after all I paid the price.
When I eventually open the gift I shall accept whatever is given, even if it's fresh air or the kohinoor diamond. That is my higher powers plan for me. I shall open the gift carefully in case there is a booby trap.
You never know, perhaps it's a pass the parcel gift.
The music stopped, I take off another layer.i haven't reached it yet, perhaps I should just keep the ribbon tied on it.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
