Damn Prowl, that's some big league stuff you found out. That's got to be a knife in the back for sure.
I'm sorry to and agree with V, you need someone to be with you and make sure you get through this ok.
Do you have anyone you can reach out to and talk to? I just watched a Ted talk about how the answer to addiction is really connection. I believe at the root of all addiction is pain so the answer to pain must also be connection.
I'm sending you some hugs to Prowl, hang in there alright.
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