and I meant Zephyr, not Zeus - wrong Z name. My apologies : )
As long as you don't call me 'Al' I am ok
Or 'Zipper' for that matter, I don't like that one.
As for how you're doing. Great Work. you are further along than I would be in your situation!!! I like that you are embracing YOU. It is terrible that we are here...with that said you are a better man for it. Chin UP and keep going!!!