I don't think it's so much that she wants me to be someone I'm not. We're actually pretty much on the same page as far as what kind of life we want. She sees the 180s and changes in me and has said several times that she appreciates the improvements.
It's almost like she expects me to replicate that rush she got when she met OM. She wants to feel good about her life and she associates me with the life we had the last three years, which wasn't so good.
She's still waiting for me to do that one magic thing that makes her feel like she wants to feel. She has no clue what that magic thing even is.
I'm too busy being the guy only a fool would leave to worry about performing magic tricks.
Yeah that was what I was aiming at ... I never told W point blank .. .look that 'rush' you felt was because of the newness and the sneaking around it created, something her and I would never be able to achieve. I do feel what we have is much deeper and she is starting to feel that and express it lately. Like all things it just takes time.
