Little1, I agree that concentrating is very difficult theses days everything brings me back to the situation or wondering what he's up to. I am trying to fill the void with friends and family but at work and night is the worst. I too have some contact witch I try to keep fun and R conversation free. detaching is difficult at this point I try to keep myself from texting but I am afraid he will forget me and move farther away emotionally frown . I need to take pride in myself when I get thru days with no txts and no contact either way but it's so hard. Give me strength and give me advice. i'm all eyes and ears. thanks all. good luck to you little1 i'm here if you need me.


Married 1991
D 32 GD 12
D 30 GD 3
S 29
M 58
S 57
1st bomb 2008
2nd bomb 4/2015 same person
New bomb 09/24
I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.