New here.

[little1]

I have sat here and read alot of posts. Its so hard to believe there are so many of us going through this. Day 4 of no contact. I know he is cycling and it is what it is.

Reading these posts I do have to wonder.
I cant tell if i am one of the lucky or unlucky ones. I have contact. Except when he is cycling. That goes to a hit and miss. Usually about the time that I am doing better not talking he pops back up.

I went to a friends house last night and we sat and watched a movie. I havent seen a movie in a while just because I cant concentrate on it and will do activities that I have no choice but to concentrate on or I mess them up. It was nice to be able and sit and talk to someone. He even said my H is confused and doesnt know what he is doing.

I am working on detatching. That is hard. I feel like I am giving up completely but I know I am not.