Just a bit of journaling:

Took two trailer loads out of the house yesterday. One of furniture that I'm re-homing to my BFF's house ( she has 5 teens living in her house and extra furniture is always needed there). One was a dump run for garbage. Loaded up the trailer with more garbage yesterday and doing another dump run today. Going through the loft in the garage this afternoon to get more stuff out to sell (patio furniture, camping equipment, etc.) I'm sore and my body is aching. I know I shouldn't over-do it because of my health problems, but his needs to be done. Every load that goes out of here is a weight off my shoulders.

My H came by between lessons for half an hour. It was nice to see him, since he had beenout of town since Monday. I do love him, but really don't crave to spend time with him like I used to. I don't make plans or initiate getting together. In fact the two nights he has spent at the house since BD have felt uncomfortable. Don't think I will offer for him to stay the night again. I have accepted the fact that he will probably not be of much help in getting the house ready to sell.

On a brighter note, my son came by yesterday. Even tough things are still strained we did talk about our future plans. He is still wanting to move in with my mother and brother and live in the loft apartment above the garage and he wants to take the 3 male cats with him. We will see if that happens or not. Can't worry about that too much until the house is ready to go on the market.

Not much planned for the weekend. Garage sale Saturday and Sunday. Monday evening I would like to go to a new meditation group I've been following on the meet-up site. Still waiting to hear from the disability co-ordinator about getting more time off from work. Again, not worrying about it until I hear from her.

Last edited by Diana45; 07/24/15 04:11 PM.

Di-mond in the rough
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My children S-25 D-23
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One day at a time!