Help and support appreciated

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Last night she gave me more insight into how she feels.

She said I want to go to someone that I dont have any expectations with, no past hurt, no hangups, no anything.

Looks like i need to concentrate on not doing anything that would remind her of any of that. Make things hurt, even though all i feel like I am doing is hurting her.

I left a little early for work this morning. Was feeling anxious, so just left. Im sitting at work waiting to punch in, an W txt me

W:What time do you leave for work?
W:Did you just go out all night?
M:I left at 5:25, I was pacing and feeling anxious, I am sitting here at work waiting to punch in at 545.
W:what time are kids getting picked up by my ex

Then W called. I apologized for yesterday. Kept it short, told her to have a good day.

Called W and told her I just recieved txt about data overage and asked if she had wifi on at home, said she didnt realize how much her app was using, i suggested to dl content while at home instead of streaming while out, said I had to get back to work.