Told him I wanted to go ahead with the settlement. Told him my terms. Contacted the court to let them know I have received a settlement proposal--don't trust Matt's atty to avoid the pretrial hearing when money is to be made.
Told Matt that I didn't doubt he had regrets, but doubted he would take any action.
It was me telling him stuff again--but, more my way of closing the book. It needed my ending. I need a new relationship, not the old one.
Feel a bit sad today. Haven't done much.
I've prepared myself that he could come back with anger. I hope not, but, I can handle it.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
