I have hqs a really difficult evening

My emotions are all over the place

I really am struggling to cope with this

She knows just how much I am hurting I broke down in front of her this evening but she does not show any compassion or feelings

I know I have to find the strength but how does one stay strong knowing that the possibility of her coming back from this is very low

Thanks for listening

Gary


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.