t And truly appreciate all the comments and advice you are giving me. CaliGuy does your thread go into more about the mediation process? I'll go over and look, but I'd be interested to know about it.
I'll likely see the lawyer tomorrow.
I'm still so attached it's pathetic. I picked up my girls from my in laws and while they were brushing their teeth I noticed the new perfumes my wife bought in the medicine cabinet. they smelled good, but immediately made my chest clamp up and i had to take that lorazapam.
curiosity killed the cat.
I do not think I really went that deep into it. Like I mentioned the first one was about 6 months after the initial BD and I think W was just pushing my buttons, then the second attempt more serious but when I was honestly all for it and ready to move on she started to come out of the fog a bit.
Your wife will have new perfume, clothes, do her makeup differently .. all that ... has nothing to do with you nor helps you focus on that. Worry about you, and your lil ones .. let her go for now.
