part of the agreement last year is that I would finally get on some sort of antidepressant after having had bad experiences prior. So i've been taking bupropion since late april 2014. i also have a prescrip for lorazapam for muscle relaxation, and that helps to calm and keep that chest tightening down.
I've called a lawyer and they went from $450 from a consultation to $150 saying they could stretch some deal from last month. So I'll go in for that.
These days are hard. All day is childcare and then all night is house cleaning or reading forms. The change seems to be only in the silence of the house at night.
And truly appreciate all the comments and advice you are giving me. CaliGuy does your thread go into more about the mediation process? I'll go over and look, but I'd be interested to know about it.
I'll likely see the lawyer tomorrow.
I'm still so attached it's pathetic. I picked up my girls from my in laws and while they were brushing their teeth I noticed the new perfumes my wife bought in the medicine cabinet. they smelled good, but immediately made my chest clamp up and i had to take that lorazapam.
curiosity killed the cat.
M36,W34 T18 years M9 years D3,D6 W "doesn't want to be married anymore"6/14/15 ILYBNILWY6/2015 W moves to parents house 6/30/15 W removes wedding band 7/3/15 My ring back on 8/8/15 Served 8/11/2015.