Matt, this is an anonymous board to help us hopefully save our marriages and become the best you can be. I don't see anything you posted that is beyond that. No one knows who Mrs. Matt is and we only see the loving, brave, and encouraging person that is you.
I hope you find your way to getting support again soon.
M 46 / H 43 T 24/M 18 S 4 11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY 1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom 1/8/2016 H moved out
