The idea that we want to stay connect to them even if by threads despite their lack of interest in us is something I don't understand. We have remained in relationships that most of our friends would have left ages ago, but we stay. You are not alone with your staying. I am told when the timing is right, I will know what to do next.
H: 48 Me: 47 Married: 19 yrs T: 20 yrs 2 teen-Ds and S H-MLC (started 2012) and H-Unemployed (11/2014) D-Bomb: 2/2015 H left country but hasn't moved out: 7/2015 I filed: 7/2015