We are all going through alot of the same emotions. I cried so hard on Friday night. It was the first good cry I had in weeks. I cried for my lord to help me, and believe it or not, moments later, I felt better.
My therapist tells me that crying is one of the healthiest things you can do. Its letting out some of the pain. My mom always says: " Tears are just words that the heartbroken are too hurt to say."
Anyways. Don't give up. Nobody is able to not be affected by a love that is strained. She is hurting too. I guarantee it. She just is in a different place right now and you have to let her be there on her own.
Chin up. You are doing great
T14 M5 SD15,D8,S6,D3 "Not Happy" 12/11/14 EA discovered 2/11/15 MC started 2/17/15 MC "put on hold" 4/3/15 W IC started 4/5/15 PA admitted 5/7/15 WW moves out 5/8/15 WW gets her own place 7/15/15