I think I'm finally starting to get it. I feel like I am detatching more every day. I find myself not checking my phone anymore...not worrying what she is doing, I don't know if its a good thing or not but I don't look forward to contact with her right now. I still love her very much but I feel like she always wants something from me when we talk.
I enjoy my quiet time to myself and time with my kids and friends. It's nice not having to answer to her any longer. I am still nice to her when there is contact but i have no desire to pursue or check up on her. Its like something clicked. Im sure it could change at the drop of a dime though. That is why I am not looking for any hope from her right now.
T14 M5 SD15,D8,S6,D3 "Not Happy" 12/11/14 EA discovered 2/11/15 MC started 2/17/15 MC "put on hold" 4/3/15 W IC started 4/5/15 PA admitted 5/7/15 WW moves out 5/8/15 WW gets her own place 7/15/15
