Thank you Bea. I always love hearing from you. :-)

And, yes, that's my M.O.-- to "tell" him stuff. Still do, but not as much as before. I think it's driven by fear. A fear of being left... but, I've already been left. I don't know, just digging a little.

The latest: HE says he doesn't know if he wants a D. Still no real action.

My senses tell me he is very unhappy and weary and unsure about what to do, if anything. IDK.

I DO feel as if he isn't my problem to fix anymore. That's something of a relief. But, I still care.

Confused in Almost Canada.


"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson