Thanks Jedi, I appreciate the input. I woke up and re read her email. It didn't help my detachment to read about how I should be giving up my dog, and all of the reasons whey it's the right decision for everyone involved. And why I should agree to this. And if I do so, how I'll be able to see him a few times a year.

Today is going to be a big breath day, lots of them. Thank god for this forum.


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T5 M3
BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day
Served 9/15
D finalized 6/17