I can echo your sentiments about pressing the rewind button.
I want my family back, I want my W back and my old life.
However, until/if they return to their common sense, we will carry on ....RIGHT! They will find out their AP are just fantasy and we are getting stronger every day. If they realize what a dumba## they have been, good for us and we are in the power seat. If they don't, we still are in the power seat because we have done the work of self reflection, mirror work, GAL, and just evolved to be better persons. Belive it becuase it is true.
Off to work now - putting in a lot of hours to get back up to speed. I was pretty much a basket case the first 3 months, and my work suffered a little. I am now making that up in spades and am being super productive which in turn makes me feel better and more in control of my destiny.
Take it day by day Diff.
Hold on and do keep posting. I really enjoy reading your posts.