I am having a bad day. Just went out for a walk with a friend and my son, and now home again and trying not to react. I was so hopeful after the last few weeks, really trying and really working on myself. H wanted A, B and C, I did A, B and C, no ackowledgement of that but now he is really upset about D and E. I feel like it doesn't matter what I do, he just hates me. MC said that in love we give each other the benefit of the doubt, and put a positive spin on our interactions and H is not doing that. He is finding fault in everything I do. MC said I am ready to really listen to H and act with love so I have to keep doing that and H will eventually be ready. I know we are all on here because we want to save our marriages, but at what point does it become too painful? I am not there yet, but this is so hard.
