Well I met with my attorney today and I officially have hired him. Haven't spoken with wife in a week. Today is our 2 year anniversary and I spent it at work filling out the questionaire from my attorney. It was surreal doing it, never ever expecting this to happen. She has been preparing herself for the divorce for 6 months and now I am faced with it's reality. I can only imagine it is going to get worse in the next few weeks. I am going to start a 2nd job just to pay my bills and now will be working 7 days a week. I see no communicating with her in the near future. I am sure she is going to be angry, I just sense it. She blames me for where we are at. And I am to blame, but the last 6 months I have tried very hard for our marriage to work, but I was held back by the walls she put up around her. I guess I am asking what should I do during the divorce process, I still want to reconcile but I am sure this is the farthest thing from her mind.
