Well today marks what should be by 15th Anniversary. I fully appreciate how important NC is today, and I will stay dark all day.
I've been a bit down over the last couple of days knowing this was looming on the horizon. I thought I'd be ok. My detachment was going well. But there you go. You think you've nailed it only to realise that you haven't yet. Close but no cigar.
Thinking back on last year I made a bit of a mess of it. Just another line on her resentment list, pushing her closer to the OM and away from me.
Fortunately I have lots lined up for the next few days so I will be busy. But not tonight.
Have things improved with the WW? Not really. I still sense the anger in her. Meeting in a public place curtailed her enthusiasm for starting arguments. But I had to draw a line on Sunday when she wanted to go to the house for some stuff, meaning we would be alone in the house. At this point I cannot trust her to do this, and that's sad.
Anyway. Have a good day everyone.
Peace
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
