First love

[jedi]

I think the first step to moving forward is accepting that divorce is, statistically, the most likely outcome for us all. This was, and still is, hard for me to admit, but my logical brain knows this to be true.

Having said that, the one main thing I have learned from being here this short time is that just because I think something is likely does not necessarily mean it's going to happen. We cannot control the future, so anything is possible. I am still very open to the possibility of reconciliation with my W even if statistically this is not likely.

I'm sorry if this is blunt, but I still feel like you are wanting to decide if you can save your M or not based on your perception of the overall tone of this BB.

If you stopped worrying about this for a second, what exactly is it that YOU want?