I don't know if I've grown so much as hit a wall. My confidence wavers from time to time, but I know I'm on the right path here.
I don't know that I'm being forceful enough with her. I mentioned again about moving out and why, but she doesn't seem to want to talk about that all the way through. She was awful clingy last night when we went to bed, though. She did say that she could feel my love for her fading. It's not my love that fading, it's my willingness to be in an R that's not working that's fading. Love was never the question.
I don't worry about her and the Ds. Despite all that's gone on she's fundamentally a good person who is going through a crisis. She's always been a fantastic mom.
Always great to hear from you Dawn, I can tell that you're doing great!
Ex Rzrback Me 43 Her 44 D11, D15 T21, M19 BD 9/9/2014 Piecing
Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood