W sent me a message this morning and she started with a nice intro. I know it sounds so trivial, but it makes such a huge difference when communicating to use niceties at the beginning. It's a big part of the emotional dependence issue with me I know, but it just hurts less when things don't seem so antiseptic. W is truly a good person, and I fell in love with her because of how good natured she is. I just wish I had appreciated it more, and not been so dependent on hearing it.
I'm on antibiotics now for my chest/head cold. Hope they work quickly as I'm in final tech/dress week for my show which opens this weekend. I think in a lot of ways once this show is over, my stress level will drop to normal levels and I'll be able to cope better. Just nervous about so many things right now.
