I am starting to understand that to try to make things right / better is going to take a very long time
My main concerns is that the longer we are not intermet the more she will see me just as a a room mate and the closeness with cease to matter to her
Do not get me wrong I am not talking about the sex or making love I am talking about the little things to be honest that making love part right now really does not bother me despite my wife always saying to me as long asi got my bit in the bedrrom then I would be happy
It is more the things like the holding of hands stroking of faces her feet on my legs when watching Tv having and giving hugs all the things that make one feel close and attached to another
I am missing this and would have though she would be too she used to like to snuggle and Hugg
I know the old Gary is not going to be coming back she has left him and rightly so
It is just going to take a lot of time
Thanks
Gary
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.