This blows. I really hope your wife realises that this isn't about manipulation or violation or playing or abusing, but is in fact an act of love. To have the introspection and insight that you have shared here. Helping others and at the same time helping yourself to try and save your marriage and your family tells me you are a stand up guy.
I don't think you should feel ashamed. I think you should feel proud.
Peace my friend
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
