Sorry not sure what I was trying to say in part of the above I am curious so as to why you said I'm sorry that I am NOT divorced yet. I know I go back and forth about wanting to be with him. and you say that by not getting a divorce this is his way of controlling me? To keep me around? you feel that if I went ahead and proceeded to finalize divorce that takes his control away? and to make him feel different about it or seeing us in a different way? I'm just curious as to why you said that. Things are quite different than they were seven years ago when we went through this. I honestly feel he will never want to try and reconcile with me. He seems truly in love with his other woman even though it is long distance.Thank you.
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
