I've read through all of your posts and I can't begin to describe how much they mean to me. All of you have helped me to see the light at the end of the darkest tunnel I hope to ever experience.
While I hate that you may see this as a game, W, I believe that I have stumbled onto an incredible place where I have been supported and I am able to support others. I continue to believe that this was the best chance I had to save the marriage I treasure.
I don't know and don't really care if you read this or any other post of mine. All I know is that the man that you left on 4/20 is not the man I am today. From this site and from my coaching, I have learned about respect, trust, independence, and love. I now know the path I want to take with my life and I can accept if you would choose not to take it with me.
While you may think think that this journey that I have taken has been about you, W, as you can see from the 25 odd posts to date, it has been about ME. I will continue to grow into the man I believe I can and should be. I will continue to improve on the things that I could not provide to you during our marriage. I will, of course, continue to be the best dad that I can be to my two amazing children.
I cannot control your thoughts or your actions, and I continue to wish you the best, W. I also continue to be willing to work on our marriage and our relationship, if that is something you believe in. But as I'm sure you know from reading every word on 15 threads, I cannot guarantee that that offer will stand indefinitely.
Thank you again to everyone. Out of respect to my W, I will not post detailed information about our interactions. But I hope to someday continue to share the knowledge and insight I have learned with others to help them in their journey.
