Maybe I am being a greenhorn here, but have you read the DR chapter about "act as if" recently?
You seem to have accepted what you see as inevitable yet, if you think about it, there are small signs of something different. Why did they happen and how could you create more of them. One thing I have picked up from the book is that it's never too late, the fog could lift at any time, even the darkest hour...
Feel free to ignore me, this is all new stuff to me and I'm a bit of a kid in a candy store ATM.
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?
