Thank you for trying to post to your husband today. I understand that you have been reading his posts for months, and I find it fascinating that you have so much interest in him since you do not want to be with him anymore.
I feel sorry for your children who will grow up in a broken home, and the legacy that you will leave your grandchildren and great grandchildren.
Please get yourself some help as you will have a lifetime ahead of you of pain and despair. I do know about this as I watched my mother and wife do the same thing. They both failed to find happiness, I do not expect you to listen now, however maybe someday the light will turn on for you.
Good luck, and I am sorry you did not learn anything here.
Matt did learn a lot and it is too bad you can't see it.
