Hi Ralphy, sorry things are tough right now. Best to have a chat about meds & see what your Dr thinks. Many people on the forum have found them helpful to get through the toughest part.

Things are still pretty raw for you - but you only have to read posters who have been around for a bit longer than you to know that things will improve. Truly they will, so hang on in there my friend. xx

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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus