Hi Pink. Sounds like a great list I have no doubt you will get through it !!!
I want to wish you all the best with your new adventure. Give yourself time to heal and let life come to you. I get you exactly re rejection and I feel the same way however I think you can tell by how people react to you that you anyone who would reject you is doing so for reasons in the head and not for any real world reasons.
You are a great person and life will be good again We have connected on the Internet and I'm very grateful to you for always being there for me. I have said it time and time again , your H will regret this for the rest of his life
I hope you keep posting and we all get to see the Phoenix arising from the ashes
Pink is going to be ok and she will thrive in her new life