Thanks Matt, laughing is better than crying. H came home at midnight and I was asleep. I woke up and ..... ummm....... pursued him. It worked out for both of us but then I couldn't fall back asleep and had anxiety all night long. I do better when he is traveling or we are both busy, when I am with him I just want him. That is the confusing part to me, he won't say he wants me or wants to be married, but he is still here and still going to counseling and so do I trust his actions or his words? He doesn't actually say much of anything.
OK, I have to stop myself and be reassured that he is taking small steps towards checking back in. I do see improvements probably every 2 weeks or so since the big turning point 2 months ago. I have to be patient and keep my emotions in check. Time is on my side, right?
