drop the rope- part III

[Elly4]

Hi Zephyr, it's great that you are GALing so much, but a night off sometimes, without doing work downstairs can recharge your batteries as well, don't forget.

I'd be interested in hearing what your IC says about detaching. I know I am no where close to being as detached as I should be (example being last night). I think it's a process that we just need to go through. Wanting to is the first step, and then getting back up on the stupid horse every time we fall off. I'm getting bruises on my bruises from falling off, but I'm always stepping back up. My H is still the first person I think of when I wake up, (unless it's my son jumping on me), and the last that I think of before I fall asleep. I just keep trying to remind myself that I didn't learn how to walk the first day I tried either.

*hugs*
E