Well maybe I am not totally calm... My chest feels right. I guess I am anxious. For what? Maybe just knowing that something more is going on besides friendly conversation since he could not account for where he was yesterday. So I feel anxious just carrying on normally with that knowledge in my head.

He is being super careful to not hide his devises when he is using them. And super talkative. I think he knows I am on to something & he is trying to show me nothing is going on... But I am not fooled.

If I could relax & get rid of this tightness in my chest, that's be great!

T: 14 M: 12
D: 9 S: 6
BD: 2/18/15 (H affair)
Working on marriage: 3/12/15-6/11/15
Broken Trust (my error): 6/11/15
H ring off: 7/6/15; Comm w/ OW confirmed 7/13/15
H wants to work on fixing things: 7/21/15