Day Two

[Lifes Twists]

I have not posted for a few weeks. I find if I post too often then I want to push on things so I have things to write. My ex is pulling a pushing a bit. Sometimes she wants to keep a conversation going, other times not.

We took a trip up to look at a school with my middle and youngest daughter. The day went very well. We had good conversations. After the trip my ex was worried how the kids would react to us having a family type day trip together. I told her that if they acted in a negative way to tell me and we would talk to them together.

She continues to bring up at least one thing she feels she lost or how hard it is trying to do it on her own in just about every conversation we have. My ex has never been an out going individual. She was never one to ask for or take what she wants. She has never been one to lead. I am starting to wonder if she is letting me know in her way that she is ready to discuss things about us and a future. I am wondering if this is her trying to temp check me without step out to far and getting hurt herself. I am contemplating if I should find a time to allow this conversation to take place or wait till she forces it. I suspect she never will on her own as that would be totally out of character for her.