Well he has been gone 4 hours and I have not sent a single text. Did take d8 out for dinner tonight. Its 9:00 so I need to get ready for bed so I can be in bed by 9:30 (goal)! Tomorrow is a new day! No texting no starting conversation coming home from work taking a nap and getting things ready for girls and I to go to races. Straight home after that. No text unless he asks a question or needs a response. I will not be in bed tomorrow by 9:30 so that is why the nap. I want to be in a great mood for the kids. sunday is he graduation party at his moms. I DID NOT get him a gift but am attending the party. AS stated earlier because i want to keep normal for kids and family does not know. I will not be extra affectionate or anything. just supportive. It will keep me busy. Maybe park sunday evening!
