I will definitely be taking the weekend. Can't talk to L now anyway. Scared about where I will live, court outcomes, etc, but no longer going to let her suck me in with sweet talk and then go out with OM.
Just the fact that she's doing that...and stringing me along is enough to make me realize that she's just not the one for me.
D2 is my priority in life and always will be. I hope she knows someday that I fought to give her the best always.